I wanted to reserve this blog as a happy place. I wanted to write under a new name. Instead, I came back here because there are few words that summarize what I need in my life right now like the word "balance." Although, I am embarrassed to lay down the letters and numbers of a black and white truth, my gut says, "do it."
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I don't know if my story will reach a single person. I just know that I need to write it here. I need to organize my chaos in the form of blogger bullet points. I don't want to burden anyone with my negative experiences. I simply want to record my life in a way that forces me to stop hiding from it. I want to work out the bad stuff in a public way so it doesn't feel like such a shameful secret.
I'll start soon. It's a busy day today. Hopefully, I stay on task and can be back to write more this afternoon. In the mean time, I have clicked "revert to draft" on all of my old posts. I may re-activate them in time but, for now, I feel better only being represented by the new words I'm putting on this page. I'm thankful for the outlet. I'm grateful for the opportunity.
